Sorry I haven’t posted anything in months, I’ve felt too lazy to do anything. Then I felt too depressed to do anything.

My saddest day happened on October 10. I had to put my cat, Silver, down. I wish I didn’t have to but I did, it was for the best I have to keep telling myself. The week before he wasn’t eating his food anymore and he was starting to seem weak. I thought it was because he didn’t like his food anymore so I tried a different brand, but he still wouldn’t touch it so I took him to the vet. They found a tumour by his intestines so the next day they did an ultrasound to see if it could be operated, instead they found a bunch of other problems such as fluid in his abdomen, enlarged kidneys and he was jaundice. He was also purring a lot to comfort himself, so he was in a lot of pain so I had to do what was best for him. Good thing was, during those days I was able to take those days off work and I told my manager and coworkers the true about what was happening and she let me not come in. They of course told upper management that I was sick, so that was good.

The hardest part of all this is not having a cat anymore. This is the longest I have lived that I remember without a cat. I don’t remember much of life without one. When my cousin’s had to put down their kitten it wasn’t so bad because we had Silver. Now it seems horrible, but I’m doing a lot better now. I just hate not having a pet, and I won’t get a new one until I’m ready. Until I stop breaking down when I think of Silver too long.

Now, enough of the depressing talk. Winter, I hate it. The roads are He’ll to drive on.

I must begone now. This was typed on my new iPod and I have to go before I’m late for work. >_<

Listening To Cars driving by.
Reading Nothing…
Writing Project Infected Night

My computer is back from the dead! Well.. I got it back on the second, took me awhile to post anything. I fail at a blogger. Minus everything I had on it. Thankfully not everything was lost, I still had a bunch of files still saved on my old laptop, and my many USB drives. So, it is not a total loss. Still have to rip all the CDs I own back onto my computer… I had over a thousand songs. O_O Who even listens to that many songs?

I suck at this. Haha. I haven’t even done anything that I said I was going to. I still might not even get around to it.

Anyway, in news of production, I have officially reopened my RPG site! Infected Night go check it out! Yes, it has the same name of my writing project. Why you might ask? The RPG is loosely based on it. Still working on getting new members though. Hint, hint, hint.

And now, before I have to go to work I’m going to squeeze in as much writing as I can… before I become distracted again.

Listening To My aunt and cousin talking away.
Reading Spirit Bound – Richelle Mead
Writing Project Infected Night