Listening To Bad Moon Rising – Creedence Clearwater Revival
Reading Carpe Corpus by Rachel Caine
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The thing with wanting to become a writer is that it is not a very good paying career choice. Living on your own is also not a good idea if you want to get a better paying job to support ones dream when education is needed. I can't bring myself to go to an actual school, I also have to work full time in order to pay bills. I have found many online courses I could take, I'm just really hesitant about them. The ones I found said they were accredited and what not. Maybe there is not anything to really worry about. I just have this fear that if I take those courses and finish them no one will hire me because they won't count those courses as real education. There are people that took online courses and have a better job than retail. There shouldn't be anything to worry about, should there?

Also, WordPress themes stress me out. Maybe that is why I haven't changed it yet?

Listening To Cars driving by.
Reading About to start reading The Fault In Our Stars – John Green
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My saddest day happened on October 10. I had to put my cat, Silver, down. I wish I didn’t have to but I did, it was for the best I have to keep telling myself. The week before he wasn’t eating his food anymore and he was starting to seem weak. I thought it was because he didn’t like his food anymore so I tried a different brand, but he still wouldn’t touch it so I took him to the vet. They found a tumour by his intestines so the next day they did an ultrasound to see if it could be operated, instead they found a bunch of other problems such as fluid in his abdomen, enlarged kidneys and he was jaundice. He was also purring a lot to comfort himself, so he was in a lot of pain so I had to do what was best for him. Good thing was, during those days I was able to take those days off work and I told my manager and coworkers the true about what was happening and she let me not come in. They of course told upper management that I was sick, so that was good.

The hardest part of all this is not having a cat anymore. This is the longest I have lived that I remember without a cat. I don’t remember much of life without one. When my cousin’s had to put down their kitten it wasn’t so bad because we had Silver. Now it seems horrible, but I’m doing a lot better now. I just hate not having a pet, and I won’t get a new one until I’m ready. Until I stop breaking down when I think of Silver too long.

Now, enough of the depressing talk. Winter, I hate it. The roads are He’ll to drive on.

I must begone now. This was typed on my new iPod and I have to go before I’m late for work. >_<

Listening To Cars driving by.
Reading Nothing…
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I suck at this. Haha. I haven’t even done anything that I said I was going to. I still might not even get around to it.

Anyway, in news of production, I have officially reopened my RPG site! Infected Night go check it out! Yes, it has the same name of my writing project. Why you might ask? The RPG is loosely based on it. Still working on getting new members though. Hint, hint, hint.

And now, before I have to go to work I’m going to squeeze in as much writing as I can… before I become distracted again.

Listening To My aunt and cousin talking away.
Reading Spirit Bound – Richelle Mead
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I must go now. BYES

Listening To T.V
Reading Mockingjay – Suzanne Collins
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On another note, I’m still looking for new affiliates! If you want to become one go here and I’ll try to respond as soon as I can.

Listening To Printer at work.
Reading Blood Promise – Richelle Mead
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Anyway, I’ve started watching a new show called Lost Girl, and I’m surprised at how good it is. I’m also surprised that I can watch the whole series, two seasons worth, legally online. I also like the fact that Ksenia Solo, she plays Kenzi, used to be in a TV show that was filmed in my high school, while I was still going there. It was not a popular show, since it was filmed in Saskatchewan, it was called Renegadepress.com. Bronson Pelletier, who plays Jared in the Twilight movies, was also in that TV show. So… THEY WERE IN MY HIGH SCHOOL! I always liked watching it whenever I could because I just liked trying to figure out whose classroom they were using and such.

Now excuse me while I watch some more Lost Girl.

Listening To Traffic driving by.
Reading Nothing right now.
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We want to move. But the biggest problem is that no one is pet friendly. I am not getting rid of my cat, I’ve had him for 7 or 8 years now. He is my family, I cannot and will not get rid of him. I rescued him from the Humane Society, I am not putting him back. Do you think we could find a new place, that is a bit bigger, affordable that allows pets? Pff, no. It really pisses me of, what does everyone have against animals? I’ll go on sites like Kijiji and change the search so that it gives me pet friendly results. Almost all of them are wanted ads posted by people that are looking for pet friendly places. The ads I do find for houses for rent ends up being $2000+/month. That is way too much money to be paying just to rent a place. That is more than mortgage for crying out loud. Even with better paying jobs, we still can’t afford that. >_< *sigh* We kind of wanted to buy a house at one point, but that would be too expensive; besides my cousins don't know what they want to go to school for and if they need to leave the province to do so. That's just another stress thing to think about. Haha Now on to something less stressful. I'm trying to save up my money to buy a DSLR camera, Canon EOS T3i, hopefully I will get it around summer time, but I doubt it. >_< After I own a DSLR I plan on getting a tablet. An original tablet, not that stupid new iPad kind, I'm talking about the kind that came first, you know a drawing tablet. I want to get the Wacom Intuos5. My cousin just got one the other day and she said I could borrow it. I may not be able to draw, but I could do something. Maybe make some photoshop brushes?

Oh, my god! Is it really 1:40 in the morning? I best be going to sleep now, I have to get up in the morning for work.
Good night.

Listening To My computer’s fan.
Reading ‘Salem’s Lot by Stephen King
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My weekend at my best friend’s place was pretty great. It was nice to see her again after three months. Too bad the weather sucked and was cold and windy. Didn’t get a chance to take pictures of the river there, but there is always time during the summer. It was great, went shopping for some new clothes. We watched some movies and just had fun. I need to go to Saskatoon more often, there is so much stuff to see and do there. So many places to photograph and wonder around. Next time I go, I’m gonna go when the weather is beautiful and we can walk around outside. Driving is stressful, walking is not.

Lately I’ve been in a creative mode and have been writing a bit more, but I feel I need some inspiration. My story, Infected Night, involves werewolves, vampires, shapeshifters, witches and humans. I know there are a million books out there like that, but that’s the genre I like. Just, nothing like Twilight. Yes, I like the books and stuff but I’m not obsessed with it anymore. Sparkling vampires? Seriously? How is that even possible? Anyway, I need inspiration. I’m nearing the end, I know how it is going to end I just need to get the setting and emotion right. There is a battle that characters are preparing for. I like to try to listen to music while I write. It helps me feel kind of inspired and to be in the moment of the scene with the right music. Does anyone know of any songs that would be great for fights or wars, preparation for a war and/or emotional breakdowns? Maybe gothic instrumental songs? Or vampire or werewolf kind of songs? This is also an adult urban fantasy story. I will look up any suggestions anyone gives.

That is all.
*goes into writing mode*

P.S I’m looking for some affiliates! If you want to become one go here

Listening To The pipes heating up to warm up my home.
Reading To Walk the Night by E.S Moore
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I have nothing else new to report, other than I am very excited to be going to Saskatoon to spend the weekend there and hang out with my best friend. I just hope I don’t get lost, driving in Saskatoon stresses me out so badly. O_o The traffic is epic; the mediums in the middle of the roads annoy me because they go on forever without any breaks so you’re constantly making u-turns to get to the other side. The good thing is that I’m slowly getting used to that city. I will never live there, just visit it.

I’m also looking forward to April. Supposedly I should be getting paid five times. I need the money and new shoes. My shoes are so destroyed and falling apart. Anyway I best be getting back to work… again.

Listening To The printer at work.
Reading Nothing as of yet…
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